With all the things I have to do, all the responsibilities I’ve accumulated in the past few years, with the café, and my husband, and my family…I’m driven to save my journal.
Of late, I have barely had two hours a week to invest in the writing I so love, and have so missed. Now, I spend four or five hours a day, copying, pasting, saving.
As soon as the danger became known, there was never any question.
Never any thought that I wouldn’t find the time. Never an ounce of consideration given to just letting it go because I would not find the time, in my real life, to deal with this.
Because this, this journal, has been such a huge part of my life for the last five years.
In many ways, and on many occasions, it has BEEN my life.
Or saved my life.
So, yes, I have AO-hell to thank that my world has been turned upside down. And that an additional dire deadline is hanging above my head.
And I have them to thank that I will spend the next 26 days more stressed, more sleep-deprived, more desperate than I would have otherwise been. Something I definitely did not need.
But I will not let my words disappear at the whim of…well, who knows whom.
Thanks AOL. Thanks for treating us like negligible, expendable crap.
It’s the American Way, is it not?
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